I WAS Editor-in-Chief at the
Guyana Chronicle when Dr. Cheddi Jagan died on March 6, 1997 after an
heroic battle against a heart attack in the Walter Reed Memorial
Hospital in Washington.
Like so many here and around the world, I had kept watch from afar
as his wife Janet, daughter Nadira, son Joey and other close relatives
were at his side in the hospital during that agonizing period.
Guyana’s then Ambassador to Washington, Dr Odeen Ishmael, was also
there and he was among those who kept me fully briefed on the
developments as Cheddi battled for his life.
When he lost the good fight, the headline I came up with for the
Chronicle’s page one lead that day was ‘A warrior falls’.
There was a closeness I felt with him. He was a much older and
world-famous warrior, but I felt that we were like comrades-in-arms,
born rebels perhaps. And I sensed a kindred spirit in Janet too.
Now, after a brief battle, his widow and comrade warrior, Janet has
also fallen, and her death marks the end of a remarkable era in this
country’s history.
I came to know and admire the couple in my work as a journalist in
a long, dark period that dogged Guyana as it endured the yoke of a
dictatorship that was determined to stay in power at all costs.
In those days, it was dangerous to be a professional journalist,
and Janet, Editor of the Mirror newspaper, was among those who helped
me stay the course then, and even much later after democracy was
restored with the internationally sanctioned free and fair elections
of October 5, 1992.
Her lifelong comrades in the People’s Progressive Party/Civic
(PPP/C) and others will testify to her astonishing achievements in the
political and labour fields, and in her dogged determination for
better rights and conditions for women and children here and around
the world.
She gave up so much to devote her life for Guyana and Guyanese. I
remember how dumbstruck I was at her telling me once that she had been
refused a US visa to return to America to see her mother who was ill.
She also found time to devote to the uplifting of the arts and
culture in a country she had grown to love since she defied her
parents in Chicago and moved here with Cheddi some 66 years ago.
Theirs was a combined determination to devote their lives to the
betterment of the working class, and their accomplishments to this end
will remain indelible in the annals of Guyana’s history.
Many will remember Cheddi and Janet for the big things.
I will remember them also for the little things -- the things that
touch deeply; that stay with you forever, long after other stuff
become vague memories.
Little things like handwritten notes and personal phone calls, and
the close chat whenever the opportunity arose.
As President, Cheddi kept his finger on the national pulse in many
ways. He called up people he knew all the time, and I was among those
he used as a barometer and for staying in tune with what was happening
on the ground.
He also sent me many little notes on different things.
Janet followed him in this regard -- both as President, as First
Lady and then private citizen.
While I was at the Chronicle, she never failed to complain or
compliment when she thought it necessary. She sent me notes or called
me up even on classified advertisements for ordinary jobs that she
felt discriminated on the grounds of gender or race.
And when she got wind of my personal battles on the job, she never
failed to call to get my perspective on the issues, or to offer advice
and give encouragement when she felt it necessary.
She also never failed to take my side and let her voice be heard
when she thought I was being wronged.
She probably did it as a fellow journalist-- but I always felt she
did it more because she somehow felt she had to be looking out for me.
And for this I will be eternally gratefully.
Janet sent me books and flowers while I was in hospital at one
time, and when I had to undergo heart bypass surgery in 2003 in
Trinidad, she always phoned to see how I was doing.
Throughout my recuperation and long after, she kept in touch. And
that meant a lot, because, outside of my mom, brothers and sisters and
others in my family and those close and dear to me, not many seemed to
care how I was doing.
And Janet touched me deeply for caring so much, even though she had
so many other things to do.
She once sent me a photo of a government minister and I chatting at
a PPP/C elections campaign meeting, with a little note saying she felt
I looked good in the picture.
Little touches like these from someone I admired as a kid growing
up, and whom I came to know as a fellow journalist and fighter will
mean a lot.
I thank you, Janet, for the memories, advice, the caring, the ready
smile or the worried look, and the other things that will inspire me
and so many others to carry on.
You fought the good fight; rest in peace.